new year's 2013 to genting and back was probably the worst period of my life. nothing's new going on as this year ends and life lapses into 2014. but i'll try to be positive here. i'll give thanks. i am thankful for all i have, thankful i walked out, thankful for finally getting a(n isolated) 4.25, thankful that i am flying off to the land of all hope and dreams. i will become a better person in 2014, smarter, prettier, kinder, nicer. i will become worthy of those i pursue.

please see and help me through it.

thank you.