i gave in too much. by some warped logic, i felt sorry that i was rejecting your advances. so i gave in. i gave in when you said "hug me" and pulled my hands around your waist, i didn't pull them away. i gave in when you asked for one on your cheek. i gave in when you hugged me too tightly and i didn't push you away. i gave in by hugging you voluntarily, rare and few, but not non-existent. i gave in that last night, 因爲你說 “我對你這麽好。。。”，你說你好累要我幫你捶背，我屈了。

because i gave in too much, 我現在真的好丟臉。

我一直都以矜持為原則，就這一次我屈了。就這樣放下矜持，就這樣輸了。

perhaps i appear to be as nonchalant as you do to me. but really i'm just waiting for an apology. nothing more. but from you it seems like it's one sorry too much to ask for.