今天：
Started off bad because I was still struggling to get past the residue disappointment from yesterday.
然後：
越來越糟。不知道爲什麽突然受不了一個人的存在。好想好想，有人可以陪我吃飯。Unprecedented affair. I am very used to, and fond of solidarity. I suppose because of the unprecedented nature (this really reminds me of my history module), I really tried very hard to solve my needy issues by asking (something I have never done before) 4 separate individuals if they would kindly have dinner with poor lonely me.
結果：
沒有人有空。
但是：
‘奇跡’發生了。
我說，狗急就會跳墻。
所以：
我跳了。

不知道該記下多少。不知道幾年后我再回來看這篇 post 會是什麽感想。
但，今晚我真的笑的很開心。就是，聊天聊得很開心吧。
Plus，最後一次讓男生請吃飯，是什麽時候？最後一次讓男生陪我等車，是什麽時候？最後一次讓男生說出，“到家后告訴我”，是什麽時候？

我不是以我已經喜歡上這男生的心態對待今天的事，我只是覺得，這一晚的事，不管他是什麽居心，已經 reversed what I felt in the morning. 所以我真的很感謝。

最後：
I am eternally grateful and thankful for the A+ on the essay.
Thankful that he told me he's sure I would do well, thankful that my tutor saw the merits of my work.
After last Monday and Friday, you really don't know how much this A+ means to me right now.
Tutor 很遺憾的要離開學院了，我在卡片中寫了 "Thank you for giving me my first true A (without a minus)!" And now, he gave me, not just an A but an A with a +. Really, gratitude works.