Just decided to make a more 生活化 post because of the sudden nostalgia from revisiting KY's blog.

Spent some time in the evening read through her archives and sharing the funny bits. Alas I have neglected school work but it's okay because I'm sure I can finish my essay and will do well for it! n__nv

Yep this is a recently adopted positivity. I think in poly I would have said FUCK IT (but then again that's also because I STILL knew I'd finish it haha). I'm such a contradiction. I procrastinated and whined and lamented that I'd never finish my essays but I always did. And I always knew I would. Maybe I was just looking to construct a 臺階讓我好下 in the event I fail to live up. But in any case I've moved beyond that (well, not the whining part, and I also still procrastinate), I thoroughly am confident I will absolutely meet ALL my datelines.

The exams less than a month away intimidate me though. Meeting datelines? Bring them on. Studying / reading / mugging / exam conditions - not quite my thing. I've recently found solace in this quote in a war documentary though, the Japanese used this slogan in WWII - Success lies in a faith in victory. Not sure if it's by virtue of that, but I managed to meet TWO datelines that fell on the same day. Both of which were major term papers. And I didn't even have to work late into the night. I had ample time to proof read and have a good night of sleep thereafter. For that I am thankful.

Since I'm on the topic of school, this semester has been rather... eventful. So there was a group project, working with people I had never worked with before, and it was disastrous. But my point of mentioning this is: the friend I got out of it. Things got a bit, weird, and probably very slightly inappropriate. Everything's lapsed, fortunately, I think?

Prior to that though, 我一直覺得青春需要由一個大錯記載 （看某集康熙來了的啓發）。Then I was thinking, 如果我的大錯是這件事，就。。。太。。。無聊了吧。

I'm always happy to waste time. It's really okay if I don't fill my schedule with meaningful activities. I'm happy with time passing like that. I guess being happy to waste time is quite an irony, if time passed happily it probably wasn't a waste. Then again, I am a contradiction myself. I love 'wasting' time! And my hobby is STILL doing nothing. Note: /important/ it's not 'nothing' ie. that I don't have a hobby it is specifically 'doing nothing'.

People really don't realise what a luxury that is.