It is not as imperative that I am struggling to get through this as that I will get through this.

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Saw this on Facebook, written by our then discipline master.

 "We have nudged, pushed, cajoled, encouraged, sighed, teared, chastised, praised, loved all of you for the past 700 days. From Tomorrow onwards, you fly by yourselves and soar to greatness and success. We have done our very Best. You will do your very Best. To each her own. From each her very Best. With sadness we see you go. With joy we let you go, to savour the sweet taste of success and the aromatic scent of Joy. For you, life can only be better, if you so wish, if you so strive for, for you are the master of your Destiny. We are but shepherds and mentors and guides. Be flexible. Be adaptable. Embrace Situational Awareness. For Life is not a set piece. Best of Luck. God Bless You, Class of 2012. In a few hours, the battles will commence. And Victory shall be Ours. Together We Will Achieve."

I really should have at least attempted to study for O levels 5 years ago. It's not so much about getting past entry requirements, but 只是覺得怎麽可以這麽對不起自己，這麽不爭氣。 How did my 16 year old self allow such a blemish to persist in my life forever, I will not comprehend.

But I'm just repeating the same mistake again am I not?